Saturday, May 25, 2013

Ugly voice, beautiful message

He said my voice was ugly.  Bluntly said he did not like talking to me on the phone because I start mumbling and he can't understand me.  Then he slapped me in the face and questioned my career as a publicist... So am I in middle school again?

Yep, I admit my speaking is unattractive.  I hate the squeakiness mixed with lisp and shallowness.  My speaking is the reason why I did not choose a major in reporting.  It's why I am a publicist.  To have a voice behind the scenes to help others...

I work a lot.  20 hour days.  It is shown in everything I do.  I nurture my business like a baby and glow at all of their accomplishments, even if I am the only person clapping amongst thousands.  People know it, they respect it.  They want me on their team but I refuse to let go of my goals in order to help someone else become rich.

I thought his mind was beautiful.  His business style was sexy.  Until he questioned my career.  I could have cried, yelled out loud at him.  But I simply told him I would email him.  A email that was never sent...